Secrets and lies

Closing her eyes
Focusing on her breathing
inhaling deeply
"What have I done "
Sighing softly
Memories of how it all went wrong
How everything went to hell and now she's torn
Forced to stay quiet and keep her mouth shut
Why does it always have to be me she whispers sadly
The tool used to cause pain to others
But she can't say a word, can't utter a single letter
She's bound to silence
Even though wrong and dishonest
Running her hands through her hair
Thinking of all the sins committed
Under lock and key never to be seen
Heard or whispered about
Everything done under wraps
Quietly in the dark of night
Thinking back she realizes
That Shrouded in secrecy
And Cloaked in lies
Is the story of her life