Confessions of a physically endowed girl

Clutching my abdomen I stare in d full length mirror
Taking in every dip, every curve and indentation
I'm tired of feeling this way, it literally hurts
I don't want to look this way anymore
I'm tired of the nicknames and subtle insults
Little miss thick, elegant stallion, ele, Ive had enough
I'd love more than anything to blend in crowds and have a significant lap gap
Unnaturally flat torso and narrow hips, I'd kill to have
But no I'm stuck with the proportionally placed fat
I don't care to be endowed don't u see
I'd rather swim in a joggers and Tee
Than to keep struggling just to find my size in jeans
I'm just sick n tired of all the hurtful comments
Coated and disguised as compliments
I'd love to light n dainty, with pale skin that glows
But I'm stuck with a large A** and a skin which melanin shows
I'd love to be 5'5, pretty and easy to lift
But I'm 5'9, huge with big feet
I've been told others would give alot to be like me
Why that could be I really can't see
All I know is I'm going to do what's naturally possible
To be toned, slim and a better me
So the next time I look in to the mirror I see something I agree with