Queen of the south

Doesn't it feel uncomfortable darleen
Walking around with blood coating your manicured fingers
Doesn't your heart race and your knees quake
As my memories permeate the very air you breathe
Do you remember me?
Have you forgotten?
The one you killed
The one whose blood you spilled
All over your Peruvian rug no less
Tell me babe when did you get so heartless
I sat obediently beside you as you snorted coke and manhandled your mistresses
I helped you build your empire in painful shoes and pretty dresses
I took care of your mistakes and cleaned up your messes
I gave you my heart but you took my soul and threw it into the trenches
You snuffed out my very essence
With every organized hit and smooth deals I earned your trust
But never your loyalty
A split second was all it took for you to come to the decision
Looking at me straight in the eye as your order was done
As the bullet ripped through my skin I thought back
Everything I'd done for you flashing through my mind
Tears springing from my eyes as I fell to the ground
And now from beyond the grave baby I'm back to take what's mine.