Again

Staring at the wall blank
Still reeling from his words I blanched
Can't believe that he left
Can't understand the hand I've been dealt
I begged and cried and held onto to his jeans
As his cold strong gaze bored into me
"Yes I know I sinned" I screamed at him
Yes I know I betrayed the trust u had in me
His back towards me he whispered words that undid me
With tears in his eyes he spat  "your a broken mess and I'm done with that"
I pleaded and cried and tried to take it back
All the lies all the shame and deeds behind his back
I run after him hand wrapped around his waist
Hoping praying he'd let it stay there again
He did I sighed forgiven once more
But I know and he knows this won't be the last time just a close call