Haunted

You were battered and bruised
Treated like shit, used for a fool
Your ever big heart, broken in two
Confidence destroyed as doubt took root
It warped your mind
twisted your soul
You began to enjoy the darkness
Revel in its soothing tones
Isolated and torn
Yet you act like nothings wrong
I see it in your eyes
The pain, swirling jumbled lines
Drawn across your skin
Battle scars
Reminders
Of days the dark would win
Take over you n make you sin
The need to bleed
Every drop a cry of need
The hollow emptiness you really feel
The need to destroy before it sets in
I see everything
The brokenness you hide
Beneath the swag n dazzling smile
I see it all
In your endless orbs
The thoughts of transcending norm
Delving into time continuum
Existing between time n space
Forgetting all the past mistakes
I see it in your walk
As you shuffle from feet to feet
The weight of Neverending hurt
Threatening to bury you deep
So don't ever lie to me again
Tell me not to worry your okay
Don't just dont
I still hear silence in your laugh
And feel the heaviness in your heart
I know your not okay
I know it's easy to say I'm fine
But Beautiful man I know you lying
And sometimes it's okay to not be fine