Hurt

Try to speak throat tightens
Try to release and express my feelings
The rage and turmoil caused by you
The memories of the things you had me go through
Haunted and plagued by the images in my head
You didn't understand me I screamed you never heard
Not even the voices in my head got me so u tried to break me
You laughed at my pain
Mocked me as I cowered in shame
Broken spirit, tears on free fall
Looking for ways to make you pay for it all
Surrounded an all sides
Never felt so alone inside
The feelings that u struck led to strife
That faithful day with a knife ready to take my life
But now I know better
I've picked myself up from the gutter
And positioned my self to prosper
But beware look over your shoulder
Cos I'll be back any time crashing down everything you've built like a bulldozer